You know the problem with having close friends read your blog is that occasionally they want to discuss what you wrote in the blog. Suddenly your mind reels: "What did I say? What incriminating fact did I reveal? Is he going to tell everyone what a freak I am?". I still think that anonymity is a crutch, a screen. I also know that I am not brave enough to reveal everything. I am not ready to be completely naked and bare before the world.