I just realized what I want in a relationship. I want that feeling of closeness.I don't want sex, can't have sex (I am a virgin and I am waiting). I do want to cuddle. I realized this yesterday while staring at the Yahoo personals ad campaign that Yahoo has insinuated into my mail account. The couple in the pictures looks so happy holding each other that I can't help but feel jealous. I know they are only models and probably don't even really know each other, but I can't help feeling that Yahoo is taunting me. It happens every time I log on too. I am not going to slit my throat over it, but I might club a baby seal.